Happy Weekend!!

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This has got to have been one of the longest weeks in history.  After being off for two weeks, one of which was spent in the hospital, the other at home recuperating, working a full week and then off for another week; it’s been difficult for me to get myself out of bed and off to work.  Motivation has been the key.  With only .086 hours of PTO (Paid Time Off) I pretty much have to go to work or else I don’t get paid and with that the possibility of being disciplined is pretty much been my motivation to go to work.

The whole month of May was pretty much filled up with doctor’s appointments.  With the fact that I knew that I was going to take off a week in June, I wanted to make sure I had plenty of time left over for a cushion just in case I had some medical issues or one of my kids or wife, for that matter, got sick.  Not knowing that I myself would have to go back into the hospital for the flu and pneumonia didn’t help matters any. So, with that thought in mind I would always work over to make up for any time that I had to take off for a doctor’s appointment.  Made for a very long month.  Anyway, one of the doctor’s appointments was with a neurophysiologist. Not by my choice but my employers. It seems that my boss wanted me to go because of some mistakes that I’ve been making at work.  Some of these mistakes were quite costly but luckily none were any danger to me or to my co workers.   The appointment lasted for four hours and I failed several tests miserably.  I talked to the doctor that performed the tests the next day and he told me that I had some sort of mental disability.  He did not give me the diagnoses but told me that he would file a report and give it to my general practitioner.  It’s been over a month and I’m still waiting for the results to come in.  Another test that was performed was done while I was home recuperating.  It was an appointment to check my feet.  I spent two hours getting my feet shocked only for them to tell me what I already knew, Diabetic Neuropathy.

Back to the mental disability.  With being diagnosed with CML and taking a form of chemotherapy, I’ve been told, not by doctors but by other people to look into Chemobrain. Personally, I don’t think I have this because I haven’t had a bone marrow transplant.  But I do have most of the symptoms though.  I have noticed that my short term memory is not as good as it used to be and while I can remember some things deep in my childhood other memories during that same time frame I can’t remember at all.  At first I just counted it as getting old but after losing several arguments with the wife I have come to the realization that maybe it’s not just about getting old any more.  And with the current result from the neurophysiologist I tend to agree that I do have some sort of mental issues.  What can be done about it remains to be seen.

A bit of good news is that while I was away on vacation my oncologist called me with the results of my last set of tests.  It seems that my Bcr-Abl tests came back any my numbers were a whole lot lower.  In his words, “the numbers bottomed out”.  He didn’t give me the exact numbers but he did say that they have not been any lower since my diagnosis.  I can’t wait to go back in two weeks to see what the numbers actually are.

With all that’s happening in my life right now, especially with my health, my friends are all concerned that I would try to end it all.  I’m not sure as to why they feel this way.  I’ve never given them any cause for concern in that area.  At least I don’t think so.  All I know, there is no way there is any possibility of that ever happening.  If someone even remotely suggests that I committed suicide someone better be on the lookout for a murderer.  I’ve got too much to live for right now for me to commit something cowardly as that.

Vacation to Walt Disney World Parks

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My first day back to work from a week long vacation is tomorrow and I should be going to bed but as luck would have it I’m waiting for a video to render on my computer.  Once that’s done I’ll eventually go on to bed.

The family and I  drove the ten hours back from Orlando on Friday.  We spent four days there and I must say we had a pretty good time.  Because of some breathing issues I had to cut my days a little short the last two days we were there.

We drove down on Sunday and if you’ve been following the news that’s when Orlando had the nightclub shooting which killed those 49 people.  Security was beefed up a bit and it took longer to get in so I’m told. And of course, we also learned of the tragic death of the two year old boy that got drug into the water and died.  Orlando had a trying week last week.

Like I said earlier, we had a pretty good time.  The lines were long, temps were high, food prices were high, some of the patrons were rude and the security was tight.  Nearly every ride my wife went on broke down at least twice during the ride.  Fast Trac was the only ride that offered another ride without having to start back at the beginning.

This trip was a graduation gift to my three kids.  Our son graduated from college and my two daughters graduated high school.  Taking three kids means that you have three opinions at which time caused problems within itself.  They either all wanted to do something different or just one wanted to something different.  I tried to stay neutral because this was their trip and I wanted to do what they wanted to do.  By Thursday afternoon I was tired of all the bickering I went back to the cabins so they would work it out themselves with me interfering.

We did encounter a couple of problems.  With the alligator incident Disney decided to close down all the beachfront activities which included the boat that left out of Fort Wilderness where we were staying.  If you stayed at Fort Wilderness Campgrounds the only transportation to the Magic Kingdom was to take the boat.  When the boy was attacked the transportation department didn’t realize this and stranded many guests.  Of course, you could hop a bus and go to another resort and catch another bus to Disney but that would take a lot of time and most likely they would lose their “Fastpass” time slot.  Communication between transportation and the resorts were non existent during this time and neither knew the answers to the questions being asked.  On Thursday I had a backstage pass to the steam locomotives and had to call many people just to get a ride from the campgrounds to the Magic Kingdom.  I made it just in time not to be late.

Most of the problems we had were personal and had to deal with it our own way.  When I say personal I mean being raised differently I guess.  An example;  When standing in line for a ride I would always give the person in front of me their “personal space”.  Meaning, I don’t want people breathing down my neck when we stopped or not bumping into me every time I stopped. Cutting in line.  We actually had adults send their kids in front of us and cut in line and once they were in place the adults would come up and join them.  I watched them do this several times by several different families.  Maybe that’s what they do in their countries but I have a problem with it.  Dress, or should I say lack of.  I saw teen girls wearing outfits that should only be worn in the presence of their own mother and no one else.  And another thing.  Just because you own the outfit doesn’t mean that you should wear it in public.  My kids are nearly grown and they were even embarrassed by them.

Well, the video is finished so I guess I’ll take my meds and go to bed.  All in all a good trip and would do it again if I had the money.  Next year will be a nice relaxing trip to the beach which is a lot closer and a lot less crowded.  I just hope my kids can work around their schedules and go with us.  They’re getting to the age now where they may not can go with us.

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Tomorrow will be my first day back at work.  It’s been two weeks and I’m not real excited about going back.  I’m to the point that I just don’t care any more.  I had to use up all my vacation time and I’m scheduled to take a week of vacation in two weeks. I’m not sure how that’s going to work out.  My plans are to take a week off without pay. We’ll see how that goes.

It’s going to be rough getting up in the mornings because while I’ve been home I’ve been sleeping in to at least 8:30 or 9am.  I’ll have to get up at 6am to be able to get to work on time.  I think I can do this as long as they don’t have me climb a bunch of stairs or do a ton of walking.

Time to Vent

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November 2015 I caught the flu and spent 5 days at home.  December 2015 had kidney stones in which I spent another week at home.  Last week of December, 1st week in January 2016 I spent 4 days in the hospital with some sort of chest infection in which I was off a total of 2 weeks off from work.  With all that time off from November 2015 to the first week in January I used all of my vacation time.  From January to now trying my best to build my time back up which meant for every hour I spent at the doctor’s office I had to spend an hour working overtime without pay to make up for the time lost. I have vacation planned for week after next and I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to take off because someone came into work sick with the flu and I caught it.

I had finally built my time back up to 77 hours but I got sick with the flu and pneumonia and had to spend a week in the hospital and another week at home recuperating. This was very costly not only money wise but I missed some things that I’ll never get back.

While at the doctor’s office Monday a week ago, I passed out because my O2 levels were so low that  I had to be carted off to the hospital via ambulance.  That within itself is quite costly.  Two weeks of vacation time gone, my vacation to Disney is in jeopardy because I won’t have the time to take off and the most costly of all was the fact that I was not able to go to my daughter’s graduation from high school.

I have the most inconsiderate co workers that anyone can have.  They always come to work sick and in most cases, I end up catching whatever they have.  They don’t care either.  All they want to do is brag about how much time they’ve got accumulated.  This is twice in six months that I’ve used up all my vacation time being sick and I’m so mad right now that I could take these guys and beat their face in with my fist.

Thankfully my wife and kids have not gotten sick from me being sick.  While I was in the hospital they took all the necessary precautions by wearing a mask and disposable hospital gowns.  I’m better now but easily get out of breath when doing the least little thing.  I’m scheduled to go back to work on Monday.

Rant over.

The above picture was taken after the graduation was over by my son.  I think he’s got a hidden talent in photography.  He did an awesome job.

 

A Lot Going On

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It’s been a busy past few weeks here in the deep south. In fact, the whole month of May is going to be very busy.  My son graduated from the University of Alabama this past Friday evening, my twin daughters had their spring concert last week, and they had their awards program tonight to list a few.  I’ve got cataract surgery on Thursday, a bicycle ride that I’ll be working communication this Sunday and my daughters graduation in two weeks.  Not to mention a couple of other doctor appointments thrown in there for good measure.

I knew this month would be busy and I’m trying to build my vacation time up so I’ve been working a lot of overtime so as to not have to take personal time when taking time off.  It’s an okay plan but I’m not getting home until late and the girls have already gone to bed when I do get home.  I’ve got a week in June that I’ll be taking off to take the kids to Disney in Orlando Florida so I’ve got to have at least forty hours to be able to take off.  It will be close but I’ll make it.

Time For an Update!

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It’s been a few weeks since I’ve posted so I decided to give everyone an update, for those that are keeping up.

I haven’t been on the treadmill but the one time a few weeks ago.  It’s not the feet, it’s finding the time to get on there.  It’s been a very busy couple of weeks with three seniors around.  With award events, proms and other events such as birthday parties it’s been nonstop.  But, that hasn’t stopped me from doing what I can at work.  I’ve been taking the stairs instead of the elevators and walking upwards of 20,000 steps a day  and climbing around 20 to 25 floors a day.  Since I’ve started I’ve lost nearly eight pounds as of Saturday morning.  The bad thing is that, like this weekend with two birthday parties, it’s extremely hard to get my steps in on the weekends.  Next  weekend, just as this past weekend, will be a bust as far as exercise goes.  Saturday will be spent taking my daughters to where they’ll be going to college to try out for the band and later that evening we’ll be going to a band banquet with them. Sunday will be spent going to a spring concert that my daughters will be playing in.   I’ve got so much going on that I told my wife on the way to the party today that if it’s not on my calendar now, I won’t be going to anything else unless it’s an emergency.  I’m saying NO!!

 

Out of Shape :(

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After working all day and getting close to 15,000 steps on my Fitbit, I reluctantly got on the treadmill after eating supper.  In the past I have been able to reach speeds of 3.8 mph for 1.5 hrs but not tonight.  I started off at 3.2 mph and it wasn’t long before I realized I couldn’t keep up the pace.  I reduced the speed to 2.8 mph and tried to keep up for 30 minutes.  That was all I could do tonight.  I know it’s a start and I’ve gotta start somewhere  but I had no idea I was that out of shape.  I guess I’ll see how my feet do tomorrow.  Right now they’re a little sore but the true test comes the next day.

Thanks everyone for your kind words of support on my last post.  They are appreciated.

It’s Been a While

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And it’s been a rough couple of months.  I had hoped that this year would be better but it’s been far from it.  I won’t bore everyone with the details but I’m hoping for a turning point soon.

By this time last year I had already put several hundred miles on my bicycle.  This year, not to much as a single mile has been put on the saddle.  Thanks to the new cancer meds I just don’t have the energy.  Everyday is a challenge just to get out of bed and go to work. I look forward to the end of the day when I can take a shower and sit in my recliner.  My weightloss goal that I’ve set for myself for my kids graduation is so far out of reach right now that I’ve come to the conclusion that there is no hope in ever reaching any type of goal, ever.

Things have got to turn around for me, and soon.  Tomorrow I will try again to get on my treadmill.  The problem I’ve had in the past four months is that my feet won’t let me.  They hurt me so bad toward the end of the day but tomorrow I will not let that get in my way.  If I don’t at least try to get my weight down by the end of May then I’ll feel like I’ve let only my kids down but myself down as well.

I’ll let everyone know how that works out.